I lay awake in my bed
Thinking how much I must have hurt you
Some times I hate myself so much
I just want to die
I know I probably shouldn't feel this way
You were just a friend after all
But a very close one
Always there when I needed you
Always seeming like you cared
But now I wonder if it was all true
Or just a fat lie
I ask myself that everyday
Since the day it seemed like you seemed to slap me in the face
After I got the news
I didn't know what to do
Then I heard you were happy
Im glad your happy
Really I am
I feel so bad for saying good-bye
I didn't want to
But it seemed like I had to
I felt there was no more room in your life for me
Like you didn't even want me there anymore
You changed since that day
I wish I never maid you promise me
Seems like ever time you promise me something
Everything goes down hill
I REGRET DOING IT!
I wish we could just go back to being friends
But seems like that will never happen
Thats why everyday I ask myself
Was it all true
Or just a big fat lie!?!?!?!?!?!